Asking For Too Much Apparently, Old Movie, I Can Never Draw Hands

So, I asked one person to do something very, very important for me.  It’s been two days, and they haven’t done it, even though they said they would do it a day ago.  I know, I can’t expect others to be like me.  When someone is counting on me to do something, I always put it at a higher priority then something I need to do for myself.  In fact, I enjoy doing that, I don’t know why but maybe it’s because I like doing things for people.  Usually, it’s more interesting then something I have to do.  And you know, why would I hold up someone else life and not do what I said I’d do for them at the time I said I’d do it.

Besides completely ignoring me while I’m talking, this is probably the second most worst thing you could do to me.  I’ve laxed over the years to the point where I won’t freak out or hold a grudge against the person.  I fully understand I have tons of time before what I asked of this person has to be done.  In fact, what I need done doesn’t have to be done until next year.  But, what I asked to be done only takes 15 minutes.  But, I need things to be done fast because it’s another one of my OCD-type things,

As demonstrated by the lack of focus to get things done by the time I asked, people can’t be trusted to do things you need them to do.

When depending on other people, I need shit done fast and earlier

If not, it’ll be some last minute shit that possibly ruin whatever I had planned

This coupled with my obsession to be early for everything with a due date only magnifies the frustration and brings out the hate I have for the human race and/or behavior

This also coupled with the fact that I enjoying(ly) do favors and help people out all the time only magnifies my hatred towards-people-I-know.

I’ll be over this soon, probably tonight, even before what I asked this person to do, is done.  Mainly because of the fact that it’s hard to depend on one person these days, I have two backup people with whom I told to do the same things.  Now, of course they could also not do what I asked, but I have another backup plan that’s part of my evil plan.  And as always, evil plans tend to work, but I’m not that big of risk-taker so I’ll wait until next year, when this thing I asked to be done, has to be due

Remember that movie, Run Lola Run.  What a cool movie, it was the first movie that I watched on PBS and actually liked.  PBS was cool for shows like Reading Rainbow and NOVA but for other stuff it wasn’t.  Run Lola Run is about this woman who tries to save ber boyfriend by getting him the money he needs to pay off these other criminals.  Anyways, it’s about how one wasted second can ruin…whatever.  Anyways, here’s a clip, there’s 3 running scenes and here’s the first one.

Don’t laugh, but one night I got bored and thought, wouldn’t it be cool to draw myself drawing.  Of course with the intent in practicing drawing hands, I failed.  I always fail at drawing hands.  The hand I’m talking about is the far-right hand with the pen in it.  First, I made a mistake and tried to make the hand look normal, then I made a dark mark on the hand and tried to hide it by shading the hand in like a shadowy way.  Didn’t work and that’s where I ended the drawing.  The other hand was just meant to look awkward.  Not really fun drawing things as they currently are, but it’s also not fun drawing things completely screwed up.